YOUR 3RD ANGELVERSARY IN HEAVEN / YOUR MOMMA (MOM)Read >>
YOUR 3RD ANGELVERSARY IN HEAVEN / YOUR MOMMA (MOM)
HELLO MY LIL GUY,
MY HEART IS HEAVY,BUT I AM O.K. PEOPLE WONDER, IF IT GETS EASIER. WE ARE TOLD WHEN IT HAPPENS IT WILL GET EASIER, BUT IT'S JUST NOT TRUE. I JUST MISS YOU MORE & THINK OF WHAT YOUR LIFE WOULD BE LIKE IF YOU WERE HERE. LIFE IS NOT NORMAL FOR ME ANYMORE... HOW COULD IT BE, BUT I TRY VERY HARD TO GET USE TO MY NEW ABNORMAL LIFE. I THINK EVERYDAY, WHAT COULD I DO IN YOUR MEMORY... TO KEEP YOU ALIVE IN EVERYONE'S MINDS. I JUST DONT KNOW.
JORDAN MY BIGGEST FEAR IS THAT PEOPLE WILL FORGET THAT YOU DID EXIST FOR 18 YEARS. THAT YOU WERE HERE, JORDAN RYAN HARRISON. BUT IN A WAY DOES IT REALLY MATTER? THE ONES WHO YOU TOUCHED DURING YOUR LIFE, THE ONES THAT LOVED YOU... THEY REALLY ARE THE ONLY ONES THAT MATTER & I REALLY DO KNOW THAT THEY WILL NEVER FORGET YOU SWEETHEART. YOU HAD SO MANY FRIENDS, YOUR IMPACT WAS BIG WHILE YOU WERE HERE, BECAUSE GOD HAD A PLAN FOR YOU...... THAT IS WONDERFUL !
NOW WE HAVE SOME NEW CHALLENGES GOING ON. WE HAVE TO PULL TOGETHER & TAKE CARE OF OUR PARENTS, YOUR GRANDPARENTS. PAPA & MAMA RUSSELL NEED US ALL. HELP US JORDAN. TO DO THE THINGS THAT NEED DONE & GIVE PAPA SOME HOPE & STRENGTH. YOU KNOW, I NEVER EVER THOUGHT THAT SOMETHING LIKE THIS WOULD HAPPEN TO HIM. HE WAS ALWAYS SO STRONG & FULL OF LIFE. HE ALWAYS JUST KEPT GOING. HE WOULD TEASE ME BECAUSE I SUFFERED FROM HEASDACHES ALL MY LIFE & HE SAY, HEY, GUESS WHAT.. I HAVE NEVER HAD A HEADACHE. HE IS SO VERY SPECIAL TO ALL OF US. LIFE WAS TOUGH GROWING UP, BUT IT TURNED OUT BETTER THAN WHAT I THOUGHT IT WOULD. I LOVE HIM AND I HATE TO SEE HIM & MAMA GO THRU THIS. I LOVE THEM BOTH VERY MUCH & THEY LOVE US , NOW THEY NEED US. SO HELP US OUT O.K.
I WILL BE UP TO SEE YOU SHORTLY, MAYBE A COUPLE TIMES TODAY.
THE RAINBOW THIS MORNING WAS A SIGN FROM YOU, LETTING THEM KNOW THAT YOU WERE RIGHT THERE BESIDE THEM,STAY THERE, RIGHT THERE.. O.K. THANK YOU BUB, FOR BRINGING THE JOY & LOVE INTO MY LIFE FOR 18 YEARS. SOMEDAY WE WILL ALL BE TOGETHER AGAIN. FOR NOW I MUST GO ON & FINISH OUT THE TIME GOD HAS LEFT FOR ME.
I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING!!
Good Morning Bub, I wish I could say it in person but thats not really an option anymore,but I know you were up there this morning bright and early,because I was taking Grampa to New Lex for blood work and there was this big bright rainbow in the sky at 5:50 this morning!! Very unusual and I have never seen that before in my life time. Grampa seen it 1st and he can hardly speak at all after the 3rd stroke this past week Jordy,but he said look and pointed toward the sky.UN-BELIEVEABLE!! Aunt Sheila,Leslie and John and I went to your gravesite last evening and I wil go back today,and I'm sure you will see everyone that stops by,BUT its very important that you be with your Momma today!! She says there will be only good memories today and I hope thats what it is,because I am very worried about her. Lots of people have her in there prayers so I hope it really helps her. She has so many friends and family that love her,Just like every one loved you, AND there is a GOD up there for you BOTH. We get very angry sometimes cause he took you from us AND we just don't know why yet. WHY not a murderer or a druggy,or some of these bad guys that are harming little kids???I guess we will always ask that question,over and over. But tell GOD to look after your Momma today,OK? I will see you later today.
My thoughts will be with you on your special day. / Delia Read >>
My thoughts will be with you on your special day. / Delia Close
HELLO MY SUNSHINE / Gramma Russell (Gramma)Read >>
HELLO MY SUNSHINE / Gramma Russell (Gramma)
HELLO BUB, SORRY ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I HAVE TALKED TO YOU,AND I DO HOPE YOU CAN GET THIS MESSAGE,LETS JUST HOPE GOD HAS A WAY TO BRING IT TO YOU!!!! YOU ARE SO VERY MISSED HERE ON THIS EARTH AND SO MUCH SO FOR YOUR MOMMA,BUB SHE MISSES YOU AND HURTS SO BAD FOR YOU AND SHES NOT BEEN DOING SO GREAT,BUT THE DR. HAS GIVEN HER SOME MEDICINE TO TRY AND HELP HER. WE THINK SHE'S DOING BETTER,THEN SHE'S WORSE AGAIN, AND ITS SO HARD TO HELP HER. IT WILL SOON BE 3 YEARS SINCE THAT MORNING WHEN I GOT THE PHONE CALL AND ITS A DAY I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING FOR TO TAKE BACK,WHY DIDN'T HE TAKE MY LIFE OR EVEN ARRON'S FOR THE TRADE OF LETTING YOU STAY HERE WITH YOUR MOM. SHE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN. BUT THE ONLY THING I CAN COME UP WITH IS THAT YOU ARE IN A BETTER PLACE BUT THE PRICE YOUR MOM PAYS IS WAY TOO HIGH. SHE HAS WAITED AND WAITED FOR YOU TO COME TO HER IN HER MIND AND TELL HER YOU ARE OK AND THAT YOU LOVE HER AND FOR SOME REASON THE CONNECTION IS NOT THERE!! MAYBE YOU CAN COME TO HER ON THE 30TH,IF ONLY FOR A FEW MINUTES AND GIVE HER A BIG HUG,AND LET HER SEE THAT YOU ARE HAPPY WITH GOD,YOUR FRIENDS THAT YOU LOST AND GRAND-PARENTS. I KNOW THAT MY MY LOVED YOU FROM THE 1ST DAY SHE SEEN YOU,AND SHE LOVED TO HOLD YOU ON HER LAP AND HUG YOU,BUT WHO WOULDN'T HAVE!! YOU WERE SO BEAUTIFUL AND THE MOST LOVING LITTLE GUY ON EARTH,I CAN STILL SEE YOU TO THIS DAY. WELL I WILL LET YOU GO NOW AND WE WILL ALL BE AT YOUR GRAVESITE ON THE 30TH TO PAY YOU A VISIT AND REMEMBER THAT HORRIBLE DAY I GUESS. I LOVE YOU SO AND MISS YOU SO MUCH MORE THAN YOU'LL EVER KNOW. XOXO HUGS AND KISSES GRAMMA
I have been thinking / Melissa Newell (great friend )Read >>
I have been thinking / Melissa Newell (great friend )
i miss you alot and i cant wait to see you again i have a couple of kids now a two year old and a 2 month old its great being a mom i named my daughter have you kelcie jordan stokes!!! i think alot about all the memories we had i hope your watching over me and everyone else i love you jordan ryan and remember EAT A BUG BABY Close
I have been thinking / Melissa Newell (great friend )Read >>
I have been thinking / Melissa Newell (great friend )
i miss you alot and i cant wait to see you again i have a couple of kids now a two year old and a 2 month old its great being a mom i named my daughter have you kelcie jordan stokes!!! i think alot about all the memories we had i hope your watching over me and everyone else i love you jordan ryan and remember EAT A BUG BABY Close
I FEEL RED, I FEEL BLUE & I AM SO VERY SICK OF MISSING YOU!!
IT'S THE END OF MAY. 3 YEARS AGO, YOU WERE SO EXCITED.... GRADUATION DAY WAS JUNE 5TH. I WAS HAVING YOUR PARTY THE 6TH & THEN OFF YOU WERE GOING TO MYRTLE. WITH ALL YOUR FRIENDS. EMILY & NICOLEE WAS SO EXCITED THAT YOU WERE GOING. I REMEMER THEM TELLING ME ONE NIGHT WHEN I WENT TANNING. "TELL JORDAN HE CAN GO WITH US, JUST TALK HIM INTO GOING". YOU WERE THE HOTTIE WEREN'T YOU BUB?? YOU HAD SO, SO MUCH FUN. WEHN YOU WOULD CALL, YOU WOULD SAY MOM, I DONT WANT TO COME HOME. I HOPE HEAVEN IS A BIT LIKE MYRTLE, JORDAN.
I KNOW YOU HAVE BEEN WITH ME, TIMES HAVE BEEN SO ROUGH LATELY. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF, HONEY. I WILL GO SEE DUSTIN'S MOM. MAYBE SHE WILL BE ABLE TO WORK WITH ME & GET ME A JOB. I LOOKED AT DUSTIN, WHEN HE CAME INTO WORK THAT DAY & IT JUST SO, TOOK ME BACK. WALKING INTO PACSUN & SEEING YOU WORKING & DUSTIN ALWAYS WANTED TO TALK. HE WAS A GOOD KID. HE REALLY LIKED YOU, BUB. HE HAS A GOOD JOB NOW & HAS NO DESIRE HE SAID TO HAVE A GIRL FRIEND WHO WANTS TO TAKE ALL HIS MONEY. LOL.... I THINK THAT WOULD BE SOMETHING YOU WOULD SAY!! PACSUN JUST CANT BE THE SAME!!!
I HAVE THIS NEW COMPUTER & HAVE HAD SO MANY PROBLEMS WITH THE ANTI VIRUS, I WISH YOU WERE HERE TO HELP ME, LIKE YOU USE TO. YOU ARE THE ONE HWO SHOULD ME HOW TO DO EVERYTHING ON HERE. I AM SO STUPID WHEN IT COMES TO ALL THIS STUFF.
CHEY PLAYED GUS MACKER TODAY, I REMEMBER WHEN YOU USE TO PLAY. SHE PLAYED 3 GAMES TODAY. WON THE FIRST 2 & LOST THE LAST. SHE PALYS AT 9;30 IN THE MORNING. SHE REALL ENJOYS IT. SHE IS SO DIFFERENT FROM YOU & AMBER, BUB. YOU HAVE ALL BEEN DIFFERENT. I LOVE YOU ALL!!
SHE WILL BE IN 7TH GRADE NEXT YEAR & LITTLE TIMMY WILL BE STARTING KINDERGARTEN, CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT? THEY AE GROWING UP SO FAST!I WISH YOU COULD BE HERE TO ENJOY IT, I GUESS YOU ARE & ALSO BEING THEIR GUARDIAN ANGEL. WE ALL NEED YOU.
PAPA RUSSELL REALLY DOES RIGHT NOW. THINGS AREN'T LOOKING THE BEST FOR HIM. THE DRS. ARE NOT WANTING TO TAKE A CHANCE ON HIS SURGERY. ALL HE HAS NOW, ARE OUR PARYERS & GOD & YOU BUB!
WELL I BETTE HEAD OFF TO BED. I HAVENT TALKED TO YOU FOR SO LONG ON HERE. I HOPE YOUR FLOWERS ARE STILL ALIVE. IT IS SO HARD TO GET UP THERE. I GUESS I SHOULD HAVE PUT YOU CLOSER TO ME. I LOVE YOU SWEETHEEART!
Thinking of you and your angel today and always / Marguerite Ward Mom To Angel Brandi (Angel Mom )Read >>
Thinking of you and your angel today and always / Marguerite Ward Mom To Angel Brandi (Angel Mom )
Dear Susan
Your Jordan has forever touched my heart. The gathering in Lake Lure was a time I will never forget. I feel we all share a bond that will never be broken. It was a weekend of remembrance and inspiration and gave me hope for the future without my beloved Brandi. I'd like to think Jordan and Brandi have met in Heaven and are looking down on us and smiling!!
Whenever I see a skateboarder I will think of your Jordan. I know how much you miss him and I pray that you can find comfort in knowing that you are not alone in your grief. As Nancy always says....Together we can make it!
Until we meet again.....May the road rise up to meet you, May the wind be always at your back, May the sun shine warm upon your face, And the rains fall soft upon your fields, And until we meet again, May God hold you in the palm of His hand.
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO YOU, TODAY BUB! / YOUR MOMMA (MOM)Read >>
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO YOU, TODAY BUB! / YOUR MOMMA (MOM)
HEY SWEETIE,
THOUGHT OF YOU ALL DAY LONG HONEY. I'M O.K. I THINK I DID GOOD TODAY, WHAT DO YOU THINK? I TRIED REAL HARD. JUS TO MUCH GOIN ON HERE, TO JUST BREAK DOWN.
SORRY ABOUT YOUR BALLOON. THE RED ONE, I KNOW YOU SEEN IT. I WAS SO UPSET!! ALL I TOLD MYSELF WAS, HEY, I KNOW HE SEE'S MEHERE AT HIS GRAVE. I BROUGHT YOU BALLOONS & A CARD. I WOULD HAVE BROUGHT YOU WHATEVER YOU WANTED IF I THOUGHT IT WOULD MATTER. I KNOW YOU & GOD GAVE ME THE PEACE I HAD TODAY. YESTERDAY WAS TOUGH, BUT TODAY I FELT PEACEFUL, ALMOST LIKE I WAS IN A TRANCE.
I MADE SOME NEW PLANS FOR NEXT WEEK. I HOPE IT ALL WORKS OUT WELL. JORDAN, I CAN'T STOP THINKING OF BETH. I WISH SO BAD SHE WAS GOING WITH US ON THIS TRIP. I THINK SHE REALLY WANTS TO. GOD, I KNOW SHE NEEDS US ALL. I THINK I WILL TRY & TALK TO HER AGAIN. I WILL FIND A WAY, IF SHE DOESNT HAVE THE MONEY, TO GET HER TO GO. IF IT IS TRUE THAT SHE IS JUS TO SICK, I WILL LEAVE IT ALONE. ALL OF US MOM'S ARE DIFFERENT I KNOW. WE ALL TAKE LOSING A CHILD SOMEWHAT DIFFERENT, BUT IT DOESNT MEAN THAT ONE LOVED ONE, ANY LESS. I STRUGGLE ON BEING STRONG 24/7. IT IS TRUE THAT PEOPLE GET TIRED OF HEARING, HOW BAD SOMEONE STILL FEELS OVER A LOSS THAT HUGE. THEY TRY TO BE THERE, BUT I KNOW IT HAS TO GET OLD AFTER AWHILE. BUT FOR US MOM'S, WE HAVE TO LIVE WITH THIS 24/7, THERE REALLY ISN'T ANY COMFORT , THAT LAST'S FOR VERY LONG. THEN SOONER OR LATER, WE START TO FEEL ALONE & SINGLED OUT. IT'S NO ONE'S FAULT HONEY, IT JUST HAPPENS. I THINK BETH IS THERE. SHE IS SO LONELY.... SHE MISSES HER JIMMY SO BAD, SHE STILL LOVES HER GIRLS, BUT SHE MISSES THAT ONE CHILD THAT IS LOST TO HER NOW. LIKE ME.. SHELLY, JENNA'S MOM, SHE IS IN THE SAME BOAT... WHAT IS IT I NEED TO DO?? HOW CAN I HELP THEM BUB? I'M NOT SAYING I AM FINE & I AM DOING GREAT.. BUT I DID NOT LET IT HAPPEN TO ME. I AM SURE THEY DIDNT WANT IT TO HAPPEN TO THEM EITHER, BUT IT HAS.
I DIDN'T MEAN FOR THIS TO BE SAD, HONEY.
I JUST REALLY WANTED TO WISH MY VERY PRECIOUS ANGEL SON
A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR JORDAN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
FOREVER "18" TO ME, BUT I'M SURE YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN SO HAPPY TO TURN 21.
I WOULD HAVE TAKEN YOU OUT ON YOUR BIRTHDAY & I COULD HEAR YOU NOW. "WELL MOM THANKS SO MUCH FOR TAKING ME OUT TO CELEBRATE MY 21ST BIRTHDAY, "I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, BEAUTIFUL", BUT NOW YOU CAN GO HOME & ME & MY FRIENDS ARE GOINGTO FINISH THE NIGHT TOGETHER."OH, YEAH & MOM, DO YOU HAVE ANY EXTRA MONEY?" LOL!!!!! I SWEAR I CAN ALMOST HEAR YOU LAUGH, BECAUSE YOU KNOW I AM RIGHT!
HOPE YOU HAD A GOOD ONE BABY, WITH ALL THE REST OF THOSE SPECIAL ANGEL'S WITH YOU. HUG YOURSELF FOR ME O.K.
IT'S BEEN AWHILE SINCE I'VE TALKED TO YOU ON HERE. I HAVE BEEN BUSY, SOME. WORKING MOSTLY.
I MISS YOU...... I KNOW I DONT HAVE TO TELL YOU, YOU ALREADY KNOW.
I BELEIVE THAT IF YOU WERE STILL HERE, I'D FEEL SO MUCH BETTER THAN I DO. WHEN THINGS GO WRONG IN MY LIFE, THE FIRST THING I THINK OF IS YOU. I ALWAYS WONDER WHAT YOU WOULD SAY ABOUT THIS OR THAT. I CANT IMAGINE WHAT YOU WOULD BE SAYING ABOUT YOUR SISTER AMBER. SHE IS IN THAT RUT AGAIN. SHE MAY HAVE ME IN A BIG ONE SOON ALSO, IF SHE DOESNT GET IT TOGETHER & KEEP IT TOGETHER. SHE HAS A JOB INTERVIEW TUESDAY. BUB BE WITH HER. SHE NEEDS A JOB SO BAD. I JUST HOPE SHE GETS IT & LIKES IT UNTIL SOMETHING BETTER COMES ALONG. I HAVE WORRIED MYSELF TO AN ULCER I THINK. BUT, I WILL KEEP QUIET & HOPE THAT THINGS START LOOOKING UP. ANITA NEEDS SOME HELP ALSO. JUST BE WITH THEM, GIVE THEM A HUGE LIFT. THEY HAVE BEEN DOWN ON THEIR LUCK FOR , FAR TO LONG. HELP US GET THIS HOUSE READY FOR THE TWO OF THEM TO LIVE IN. THEN THEY CAN GO FROM THERE.
PAPA HENRY HAD STINTS PUT IN HIS HEART YESTERDAY. I AHEV CALLED HIM A COUPLE TIMES. I HOPE TO GOD, HE IS DOIN ALRIGHT. HE DID NOT ANSWER.
THEN PAPA RUSSELL. YOU SEE HOW HE IS DOIN TO. NOT GOOD. ANOTHER STROKE, NOW HE CAN BEARLY USE HIS RIGHT SIDE. I DONT KNOW HOW LONG HE WILL BE ABLE TO AHNDLE THIS, BUB! ANOTHER 8 WEEKS FOR HIS QUAD. BE WITH HIM, WE DONT WANT ANYTHING ELSE TO HAPPEN, BEFORE HIS SURGERY.
AS FOR ME, MARK & CHEYENNE. WE ARE ALL O.K. CHEY IS BUSY IN BALL AGAIN & SHE HAS HER PIGS. SHE IS CATCHER AGAIN. SHE DIDNT WANT TO BE, BUT THATS WHERE HE WANTED HER. SHE SAYS THIS IS HER LAST YEAR AT SOFTBALL. IT WILL BE BSAKETBALL & TRACK FROM NOW ON OUT PROBABLY. WE NEED TO GET HER FIT FOR TRACK. MAYBE A LITTLE BOOST & A BIG SHOVE FOR ME, ALSO.
WELL MAYBE NOW I CAN SLEEP. I LAYED IN THERE FOREVER TRYIN TO. NOW THAT I HAVE TALKED TO YOU, I FEEL BETTER!!
P.S ONE MORE REQUEST... YOUR UNCLE MIKE WANTS TO COME HOME SO BAD. WHEN HE LEFT THE OTHER NIGTH, I JUST WNATED TO BALL MY EYES OUT BUB. I WNAT HIM , WE ALL WANT HIM HOME. SOMEHOW, SOMEWAY, WE HAVE TO HELP HIM FIND A JOB HERE. A GOOD JOB , SO HE CAN AFFORD TO PAY FOR THAT NEW TRUCK!
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