BAILEY & HER UNCLE JORDAN ON GRADUATION DAY..... SHE MAY HAVE BEEN ONLY 9 MONTHS OLD,BUT THIS NIECE WILL ALWAYS & FOREVER KNOW HER UNCLE JORDAN. SOMETIMES, I FEEL AS THOUGH JORDAN LIVES THRU HER....?

JORDAN & GAVIN YOU ARE TOGETHER AGAIN, WATCHING DOWN OVER ALL OF US.... FRIENDS YOU WILL FOREVER BE..... GOD BLESS YOU BOTH!

DEAR JORDAN,


LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME, JORDAN. LOSING YOU...I HAVE SIMPLY LOST MYSELF ALSO, WONDERING IF I WILL EVER FEEL NORMAL AGAIN & ALSO WONDERING IF I WILL EVER BE A "GOOD" MOM AGAIN.

I MISS YOU SO MUCH & IT'S ALWAYS THE SAME WITH ME, I WISH I COULD JUST WAKE UP ONE TIME & BE THNKING OF SOMETHING ELSE......INSTEAD IT'S  THOUGHT'S OF LOSING YOU, ALONG WITH WHY? & HOW?, THEN COME THE IF'S...... I CANNOT STAND IT, I CANNOT STAND MISSING YOU LIKE I DO... PLEASE ALWAYS BE WITH US & GIVE TO US THE STRENGTH WE NEED TO SURVIVE THIS UNTIL WE ARE ALL TOGETHER AGAIN!!  I CANNOT WAIT TO WRAP MY ARMS AROUND YOU, LITTLE BOY & HUG & HUG & HUG YOU, ALL THE WHILE SPREADING KISSES ALL OVER YOUR FOREHEAD, I JUST CAN'T WAIT.....

LOVE, MOMMA

                                                               















































































































JORDAN LOVED HIS SKATEBOARD!





SOMEDAY
Sunny days seem to hurt the most
Wear the pain like a heavy coat
I feel you everywhere I go
See your smile, I see your face
I hear you laughing in the rain
Still can't believe your gone

It ain't fair you died to young
Like a story that had just begun
But death tore the pages all away
God knows how much I miss you
All the hell that I've been through
Just knowing, no one could take your place

Someday's the sky's so blue
I feel like I can talk to you
And I know it might sound crazy

Sunny days seem to hurt the most
I wear the pain like a heavy coat
The only thing that gives me hope
Is I know, I'll see you gain someday

























WHAT IS A BROTHER?
A BROTHER IS SOMEONE WE TURN TO,
WHEN WE HAVE THINGS TO SHARE
AND SOMEONETO LEAN ON
TO MAKE OUR BURDENS EASIER TO BEAR.
A BROTHER IS SOMEONEWE CHERISH
AND COUNT ON FOR EVERYTHING,
HE IS ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU,
SO MUCH HAPPINESS HE WILL BRING.
A BROTHER IS ALWAYS THERE,
WHEN OUR TEARS ARE ABOUT TO FALL,
HE WILL USE HIS LOVING HANDS
AND WIPE AWAY THEM ALL.
A BROTHER IS A GIFT FROM GOD
HE PLACED YOU AND I TOGETHER.
FOR THIS MY BROTHER I WANT YOU TO KNOW,
YOU WILL BE IN MY HEART FOREVER!!!!!
IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY BROTHER........LOVE, AMBER 











IN OUR DREAMS
YOU ARE ALIVE AND WELL,
IN OUR MINDS WE SEE YOU CLEAR AS A BELL,
PRECIOUS JORDAN, PRECOIUS JORDAN.
IN OUR SOUL THERE IS A HOLE
THAT CAN NEVER BE FILLED.
BUT IN OUR HEARTS, THERE IS HOPE,
CAUSE YOU ARE WITH US STILL.
IN OUR HEARTS YOU LIVE ON
ALWAYS THERE , NEVER GONE
PRECIOUS JORDAN, PRECIOUS JORDAN
THOU' IT MAY BE TRUETHAT WE'RE APART
YOU WILL LIVE FOREVER...IN OUR HEART'S.
IN OUR PLANS,WE WERE THE FIRST TO LEAVE
PRECIOUS JORDAN, PRECIOUS JORDAN
GOD KNOWS WE WANT TO HOLD YOU,SEE YOU, TOUCH YOU.
AND MAYBE THERE'S A HEAVEN
AND SOMEDAY WE WILL AGAIN.
PLEASE KNOW YOU ARE NOT FORGOTTEN, UNTIL THEN.
PRECIOUS JORDAN, PRECIOUS JORDAN!
WITH ALL OUR LOVE TO YOU, OUR SON!
LOVE, MOM & DAD











WE ARE ALWAYS WONDERING IF YOU KNOW HOW MUCH WE MISS YOU & LOVE YOU,
JORDAN.......
GIVE US THOSES SIGNS OR THROW US A PENNY OR TWO FROM HEAVEN!!!!






































THIS IS THE CROSS THAT YOU DREW FOR RYAN CHURCH,
A FRIEND OF YOUR'S THAT WAS KILLED IN A CAR ACCIDENT.
THIS NOW RESIDES ON THE BACK OF YOUR HEADSTONE.
I'M SURE YOU WOULD OF NEVER IMAGINED.
I KNEW HOW MUCH IT MEANT TO YOU, JORDAN!







PeRsOn? my mother.. i love that woman 2 death.. shes been here
through my whole life n has raised me 2 b who i am! *love ya momma*
this was a quote from my son's website that he shared with all his friends,
exactly the way he did it.
it asked who his favorite person was.
i am so proud to habe been his momma!!i love him so!!

K*M*A*R*T (JORDAN'S NICKNAME FOR YEARS!





THE DUST HAS SETTELED LIGHTLY
OVER ALL YOUR THINGS, THAT I HAVE LEFT OUT IN YOUR ROOM.
YOUR FAVORITE CLAY JAR YOU MADE IN ART CLASS
WITH "JORDAN" INSCRIBED ALL THE WAY AROUND IT.
TONS OF PHOTOGRAPHS FROM YOUR 18 YEARS, ALL OVER YOUR BEDROOM WALLS.
THOUGHT'S OF YOU COME DRIFTING BACK,
I JUST CAN'T HELP MYSELF, OR STOP THE TEARS.
I HAVE ALL THE CARDS YOU MADE ME,
MY BIRTHDAY, MOTHER'S DAY, EVEN VALENTINE'S DAY.
GOD, THEY ARE MY MOST TREASURED.
I DON'T HAVE TO READ THEM ALL THE TIME,THE WORDS WILL FOREVER BE IN MY HEART.
YOUR SCRAPBOOK LIES ON ONE OF YOUR SHELVES,
THE ONE YOU FILLED WITH MEMORIAM OF ALL THE FRIENDS YOU HAD LOST PRIOR TO YOUR DEATH.
YOUR FAVORITE CD'S, BOOK'S , DVD'S ARE ALL STILL OUT, TO REMIND ME OF HOW DIFFERENT , BUT YET HOW OPEN YOU WERE.
YOUR PILLOW, YOUR BLANKET AND EVEN YOUR CORONA BEACH TOWEL, STILL HAS THEIR PLACE ON YOUR BED.
YOUR KEY'S, YOUR WALLET, ON THE NIGHT STAND,
SAME PLACE YOU WOULD HAVE LANE THEM.
I MISS YOU COMING HOME FROM SCHOOL, WITH THAT BIG SMILE AND ASKING "WHAT'S FOR DINNER, MOM?"
I MISS THOSE "MOM I LOVE YOU'S" AND THOSE GREAT BIG HUGS.
A PART OF ME DISAPPEARED, THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY.
AN EMPTY SPACE,NOW FILLS MY HEART.
THERE ARE NO WORDS TO SAY.
A CLOSET FILLED WITH MEMORIES
OF HAPPY DAYS GONE BY.
YOUR FLO JOS, YOUR TORN JEANS,ALL YOUR ETENIES SWEATSHIRTS.
WHY GOD, WHY??WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DIE?
I HEAR YOUR VOICE INSIDE MY HEAD,
IT ECHOES THRU THE NIGHT.
I HEAR YOUR LAUGH, I SEE YOU SMILE.
WHY DID IT HAVE TO BE YOU?
SO MANY THINGS YOU LEFT BEHIND,
ARE NOW A MEMORY.
BUT LITTLE ARMS THAT HELD ME TIGHT,
WILL ALWAYS STAY WITH ME.
I DON'T KNOW THE ANSWERS.
IT'S NOT FOR ME TO KNOW.
BUT I WILL KNOW THE TRUTH ONE DAY,
JUST WHY YOU HAD TO GO.
AN EMPTY SPACE NOW FILLS MY HEART.
MY BOY, MY SON, MY CHILD.
YOU'VE GONE INTO ANOTHER WORLD,
WHERE GOLDEN DREAMS ARE SPUN.
MY TURN WILL COMETO LEAVE THIS WORLD,
I'LL GAZE INTO YOUR EYES.
GOD'S PERFECT PLAN WILL BE REVEALED UP IN PARADISE!
LOVE YOU & MISS YOU SO VERY DEEPLY, MOMMA 

I GAVE KACEY BACK HIS HAT. THAT WAS THE ONE YOU WERE WEARING THE NIGHT YOU LEFT US. I THINK KACEY WAS SO, SO HAPPY! NOW IT IS BACK WHERE IT BELONGS, BUB!